What to live forIn this milestoneIt's turned me underI feel so aloneAnd for once I wonderI used to feel so aliveThrough the break up; I stood strongYet I fell astrideThe empty bliss; its too wrongScared again I trembleWhat do I live for?I walk and run, I stumbleI gaze at nothing like a shamed whoreNo inspirationThe stress's aggressionLead me to an uproarAs silent as the ocean shoreWill I soon find?Whatever, whoeverWill I run out of time?Everyone has a goal, where's mine?
callousand this is where i fall apart, bleedingbut not as we know it. you emptied me of sunsets, of the sweet scent worn by summer air, of the silence found in longing, the wish for something far away.you scraped off a layer of my skin,there were dancers and drifters, bound byrhythm but not by time.(i was a child, wandering, sipping the atmospherelike tap water.)you demanded truth in layers of secret pathways,but lost yourself in tangled ribbons,choking us both like frightened snakes.